A Terrible Dream

I had a terrible dream last night. It wasn't what I would consider a standard nightmare. I wasn't in phyical danger and there were no monsters.

I was dreaming that I was very angry with two people that I love very much, and I was angry with them because of someone else that I love very much. It was just a terrible feeling to be angry and confronting these people. I woke up not feeling right. In my dream, I didn't want to be angry and I didn't want to confront them, but I had to. There was something that I had to make them understand.

For me, it was a nightmare. Confrontation about things that really matter isn't something that I enjoy. I tend to either be too aggressive or so opposite of agressive that the other person probably doesn't realize that the issue is important to me.

Maybe by being more proactive this year, I can learn to address issues before thngs need to rise to a level of confrontation.