I am the Charlie Brown-iest,

It seems like the more I try to be indifferent... well not indifferent, but more rational... the more rational I try to be, the more emotional I get. My head just doesn't work like that. I can't run through things in my mind without thinking about human reaction. I suppose that is normal for humans, but I always find myself weighing things out. I try to imagine how my action or reaction might affect others. I try to. I don't always. Some folks would say it is one of my strengths. Others would say it is one of my weaknesses. I try very hard to think of others and I don't mean to make myself out to be some noble character from dramatic literature.

I am sure that deep inside, my main goal is to prevent conflict. To prevent conflict, I try to make sure that people are feeling good. Sometimes I don't focus on the right people though. Maybe not the right people, but not giving others the attention and sensitivity that they deserve.

See? That's my issue. I can see both sides and all the angles in between. I am wishy washy. I make Charlie Brown look decisive. Of all the Charlie Browns in the world, I am the Charlie Brown-iest.