Unsure

I feel unsure about a number of things... Stability for one in any way you can think of. I know that there are things that I can count on. Faith, hope, Dan, family and friends. The rest is pretty much up for grabs isn't it? You know that the dice will always roll, but you can't always be sure that they will roll your way. I have learned to be a control freak. I haven't always been that way, but I have learned that I don't want to leave things to chance. I always need to be sure that I have done all that I could possibly do. That's a characteristic that can be positive and negative. When I get to feeling this way, there isn't much helping me. The uncertainty and worry run their course and stop when something or a series of somethings happen that drown out the uncertainty and worry.